I'm sorry you'll be reading this upside down but it's the original email, I simply too the email addresses out.

> ** Original Subject: RE: ....
> ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 19:31:18 -0500
> ** Original Message follows...
>** Original Message follows...
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> > starting over sounds good....
>
> > Jumpher wrote:
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>  Not necessarily so.  Doll was never bred and went into heat several times......it's a bacteria they can get that is the problem......
> > >
>  And the actual mateing is what is unsafe.....some males are extremely violent.  Every breeder loses some females due to over aggressiveness.....
> > >
>  And you didn't mention:  What sounds good to you?  I don't think we really have talked about
 what to do....just about what needs to be done.  Two different things.
> > >
> > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 19:27:18 -0500
> > > > ** Original Message follows...
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>  actually it is safe for the female...as long as they do breed...if they don't they die
> > > >
> > > > Jumper wrote:
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> What sounds good to you?  I don't think we really have talked about what to do....just about what needs to be done.  Two different things.
> > > > >
>  ARG....you are giving me breeding fever again.........if it were safe for the females........*sigh*
> > > > >
> > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 19:20:44 -0500
> > > > > > ** Original Message follows...
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sounds good to me ......nope no suggestions at this time
>
yeah only 8"...all of them small....only $50 a piece....no markings from breeders on  them
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> > > > > > Jumper wrote:
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> Your suggestions?
>
> 8".....damn.....damn.....damn
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> > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 19:13:41 -0500
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>  true
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> > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:

>  Another thing......
>  We HAVE to explore what it is that makes you so insecure about us.  You know where my insecurity stems from, and I'm willing to deal with that, however it needs to be dealt with. To short circuit this self destruct button we both seem to have, we have to do that. You've GOT to start telling me the 100% truth.
 That is the problem Balor, these aren't necessarily things we put off until time to cross.
Some, like how far we will go, will depend on how we handle the above and how it works out.....some, like how to start, what is given up, the rules....have to be discussed now, those aren't bridges that can be crossed later.
>
> > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 19:01:20 -0500
> > > > > > > > > > ** Original Message follows...

> they had 4 of them...$50 a piece and yes it can be moved past
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> > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:
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>  Did you see the males?  They are big....
>
> Yes, alot of it is bad, but alot more of it is good, but instead of moving past it, it's been repeated over and over. I think it CAN be moved past and a new, hopefully better history gets re-written in it's place, thus starting over.
>
> > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:56:25 -0500
> > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Message follows...

> true there is a history...alot of it bad... BTW saw some unneutered
> undescented ferrets today
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> > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:

>  Elaborate.......There is a history here....you can't just wipe it out......
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> > > > > > > > > > > > >  ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:53:13 -0500
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Message follows...
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when you startover I mean from the very begining
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:

>  Without goals, what is the point of starting over?  That is what got us in this mess to start with.
>
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:47:43-500
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>  I can see starting over....but I don't know about goals anymore
>
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:
>  One other thing I wanted.....I wanted to put this whole fucked up mess behind us.....and start over, with only the truth, no matter how painful or ordinary, with an agreed upon, set goal in mind, that we BOTH worked at.
>
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:34:30 -0500
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> no, but that's what you wanted to do....between you and your fucked friends
>
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:
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> Okay.  So, I'm to go out of your life.  Find myself someone who loves me, settle down and make a new life?  Is that what you are saying you want me to do?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:30:30 -0500
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> it's not like you didn't end it

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:

>  Meaning what exactly?  And while you are at it, define the concequences if I do.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:23:56 -0500
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> do whatever you wanna do
>
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:
> Well, gee I have ......ummmm....how many messages here......*S* If what you say about me is true, if you really meant what you put on my phone, then you will say yes.  You know damn well, if I want, I'll do it anyway.
>  I'm asking you to do something you've never done before, I'm asking you to trust me and let me make a fool of myself  here. Prove to me I'm wrong. If I am, I will be at your mercy, oh Great Terl *S*.
>  Seriously, I will apologize and be at your mercy.
>
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:17:19-0500
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what is the point I am not soppsoed to contact you
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:
> Then I am asking permission to check out what I know, before I turn it all over to you.  I want it complete....AND  if I am wrong, I will appologize profusely and throw myself at your mercy.......
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> >  ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000-18:12:04-0500
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nope am not meeting anyone...much less talking to any others
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Jumper wrote:
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>  fine then
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000  18:08:53- 0500

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nope...can't pay it online and it is more than I care to think about
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>  Jumper wrote:
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>  How much is the phone bill?  And, can you pay it online?
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>  ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** OriginalSender: Balor
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 18:02:26- 0500
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> ok
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >  Jumper wrote:
>  I am back.
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> > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE: .....
> > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
> > > > > > > > **Original Date: Mon, 8
 > > > > > > > > May 2000 17:28:51- 0500
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> can't...no way to call...my cell is off because I had to choose either electricity or the phone
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>  Jumper wrote:
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>  Call me on my cell, I've got to go pick up the kids.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Subject: RE:
>  > > > > > > > > > > >** Original Sender: Balor
>  > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 17:23:40 - 0500
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and who am I dating this week?

> Jumper wrote:
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>  Balor, I have proof that it is true. I wouldn't say it if Ididn't have proof.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > >** Original Subject: RE:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Sender: Balor
> > > > > > > > > > > > > ** Original Date:  Mon, 8 May 2000 17:19:57- 0500
> > > > > > > > > > > > > **Original Message follows...
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nobody is asking anyone else for dates or any such thing
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> Jumper wrote:
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> Let me get this straight.......they are asking, but you are saying no?
>
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>  ** Original Subject: RE: .....
>  ** Original Sender: Balor <>
>  ** Original Date:  Mon, 8 May 2000 17:14:19 - 0500
> ** Original Message follows...

I am not making dates with anyone.
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> > > Jumper wrote:

> explain about what I last asked about, I'm short on patience
> What I asked:  If that is how you feel, please explain to me why you make dates with other
>  women and have to constantly communicate with them? and PLEASE don't tell me they are just know damn well that they don't think so.
>
> > ** Original Subject: RE: My Cell Phone
> > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 16:45:23 -0500
> > ** Original Message follows...
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> >
> > I did it cause that's how I feel...I am sorry it almost caused a
> > wreck....just change the login messages
> >
> > Jumper wrote:
> >
> > > Fine.  Tell me how to fix it back like I had it.

> > > Jumper wrote:

> > > WHY?

> > > Jumper wrote:

> > > Why?  It damn near caused me to run off the road!

> > > > ** Original Subject: RE: My Cell Phone
> > > > ** Original Sender: Balor <>
> > > > ** Original Date: Mon, 8 May 2000 15:36:43 -0500
> > > > ** Original Message follows...

> > > > Yes I did do that
> > > >
> > > > Jumper wrote:
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> > > > Did you re-program my cell phone to say Love You when it was turned on?
> > > > If so, WHY?   If not, who the hell did?>
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